*_ Memories...

2007-03-21T04:21:00.000-07:00

today stay back for self training with eric, sheryl, jasmine, charlene, selene n the e2 sjab 'mad'...not really training that hard cuz distracted no.1 the sec 1 music concert...it was quit nice...i like a lot of them...den no.2 competition de keep doing all the advanced one me n selene dunno...no.3 dunno how edmond start trying to open a coconut...no.4 ding sheng came along and help edmond with the 'survival' stuff that edmond is doing...this lead to no.5 two grps of sjab ppl-marching and survival...me n selene choose to watch the survival cuz we dun get the marching...after some time they manage to open the coconut but the first one most of the water was wasted cuz spilled alot den second one edmond drank it...i dunno wad happened to the third one...no.6 sumtime before the opening of the first coconut, grace, eric n elaine dunno wad happened they start to sing which led me to an idea for CTP...den everything change to discussing for CTP...again we are distracted...by many many things so wadeva we accomplished today is very little...

thank you shun xiong for lending me the umbrella...i hope there is sth to stop the fall of...

2007-03-15T22:12:00.000-07:00

ok...yesterday went to bbq with prefects...reach ther around 6...walk in very long sia...play on the beach ... got a little bit wet cuz splashing sea water around...most of the time spent with Jessica my kai xin guo heehee....the onli sad thing is whenever i see... and i won jing ting, jas n jess when racing some sort across the beach...before that we scream like mad...den l8r when food is ready...nv go take but sing some of the songs found in the sch journal...with cristabel...choonyip...shu shan...jess...shannon...maybe peh yu oso...lazy to sae the sad part...haiz....

2007-03-13T06:18:00.000-07:00

haiz watching the arena...haiz so confuse but i thing the loyang ppl very good hua chong oso the judge so bias vote hua chong onli

2007-03-09T05:12:00.000-08:00

today is yun han n shu qing's bdae....happy birthday to u two...
den today also celebrated weineng's bdae...turn into a bdae bash by boon huat lorh...at first onli throw on wei neng n madeline den dunno how start to throw here n there larh even when clearing up pin yi[half-cleanning half playing],boon huat n desmond continue to play until the other prefects complaint...my skirt dunno how kena a bit of the cake and desmond or pin yi or boon huat go smear cake on one side of my cake...den b4 that my the other side of the face got flour...when clearing up i can smell the heavy cream smell lorh...so smelly that i want to puke lorh...i go fill up my nike waterbottle with water from the water cooler[cold one] den spray desmond... but juz now when doing public duty that time elaine n grace told me got one stain on my skirt that is dried chocolate cake...den i thought of juz now so i think mon when sch reopen,or bbq will go sabo them

after all this and punlic duty, go beach to release stress....

2007-03-08T04:08:00.000-08:00

past few days, i have been worrying for him. jasmine, jing ting n mei shi had to find ways to cheer me up. after crying yesterday, i realise that being cheerful and optimistic about everything in life is important and made a decision to not worry so much and be upset because of him and now, today i spend one whole day without worrying much about him.i think i will juz carry on like that until he realize it but maybe i will start worrying again who knows wad the future has instored for me???

2007-03-06T05:21:00.000-08:00

why cannot learn giutar???why muz onli play piano???i dun want piano...

2007-03-02T17:14:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to celebrate cristabel bdae...take finnish neoprint want go home that time rain so heavy like typhoon still in the shelter also get wet...in the end take taxi home with cristabel n jia hui....haiz the big day comming liao but still not preoared...how???i dunno sia...
now in dilemma...dunno how to go on...i think i will juz wait n see...

2007-02-20T01:10:00.000-08:00

yay today went out with shu shan, jia hui, xiu zhen, cristabel, pin yi, choon yip, seetoh.went to pizza hut for lunch,sat in 2 separate tables cause not enough space-cristabel, xiu zhen, choon yip and seetoh one table..me, jia hui, shu shan and pin yi another table.then ours pay more cause seetoh sick nv eat pizza.after that went to arcade to play...not me larh...i juz see them play cuz dunno how to play that well mah...den play finnish at around 3.30pm set off and go home lorh...

2007-02-16T01:35:00.000-08:00

yay juz finnish making the shepherd pie for my aunt bdae...but a bit too dry
juz hope sth will not let the whole sch noe...ncos prepare urself for the next water fight...and we sec2s got sth for you...make urself free on the last day of the term

2007-02-11T02:39:00.000-08:00

back again to write...haiz juz read some ppl blog and realised sth...i think is somewhat depressing...all day long whenever the person had some trouble i was there to hear the person share sorrows...but the person juz move on when the person is happy...am i a friend or a counsellor onli??? i dunno...nvm juz forget it...den i will juz walk down the bustling city envy all those with friends...maybe i am destined to be a loner??? no i still have christ, prefects and ppl in anshao so i am not alone...if i have trouble i will not find the person...but the father in heaven whom will guide me through all odds

2007-02-07T01:16:00.000-08:00

listen this is important...campaign will monitor the canteen duty(recess) from tml onwards...i have ask nadia already those who went down today pls do hall duty...

juz to let u noe i have given up
we quarrelled to much...i dun think i can take it anymore...

2007-02-05T02:36:00.000-08:00

hmm wait or not to wait is the main thing in my mind???but not going further than this...ok juz say piano...maybe i should stop it cuz i pratically lost every interest i once have...wad i really want to learn is...GUITAR...but sure cannot one...haiz poor poor life for me...

another point to say i think i have no more strength to scold the sec 1s liao but i can to sth new from tml onwards that is all sec 1s must have nametags liao...btw their nametag colour not really nice

oh ya happy bdae to sum1 whom my close friend like lol...

2007-02-03T01:47:00.000-08:00

secret out since yesterday or even way b4 that
now we are still good friends...i was so worried wad will happen when he knew it...lucky he clear all the awkwardness...

2007-01-31T01:27:00.000-08:00

today went with charlotte...shu shan...jessica...seetoh...yu cheng...shannon...choon yip yo macdonald for lunch...shu shan need to pass ju zhong hw to him cuz he sick went off early with jessica...not long after charlotte have to go cuz she will be late for her lesson den left me with the rest larh...den not long after...they start shooting ice lorh so...dunno wad to sae den i go liao lorh...on the way back home took bus with choon yip and shannon...den they sae y i laugh so easily...den i sae dunno...

2007-01-29T04:18:00.000-08:00

wad the larh not my fault or 2e2 fault we get scolding cuz she think we alienate both of u
now wad our class become like sth bad in her eyes...we are already that worse n u are making worser
now we muz change for ur sake....................................n be TOP IN NOTICEBOARD competition
unlucky birthday dun ever cuz it again

2007-01-25T02:35:00.000-08:00

ok shun xiong says respect is two way but where is the respect from her when i gave her my respect

finally out of ic stuff already

congrats to seetoh, jasmine,jing ting and shannon who became the new ics yay

should i quit should i not??am i a quitter am i not???

i dunno lets see how it goes.....................................................................................

2007-01-12T17:10:00.000-08:00

blame for wad i nv did
scold me when i tried my best already...i want to go back where i was nothing
so insulting larh ask the class to sit den i have to ask the other class to stand i tried already but too late get scolded from u for being slow is ur fault den push it to me

where is justice???

fine i m lousy larh like u very good like that...

thx to those who tried to comfort but is no use...

2007-01-01T17:06:00.000-08:00

so tired
yesterday went out together with some friends to the tree top walk like the sjab one larh onli shorter by a lot cause not starting from macritchie reservoir...den went to ikea at tampines to look look see see...den later went to sarah house to drink tea...nth much but still very tired of walking a lot
happy new year everyone

2006-12-15T13:05:00.000-08:00

back from church camp juz few hrs ago didnt write this immediately caus i m tired and slept and had piano lesson...
my group is philppians,my leader is zhi yang, and the rest juz members- yvonne,jolene,esther,me,yee chuan n joel...basicallly juz a few of us. i think the group has opened me up caus now i talk more to others and i think they are the best caus yvonne always shares her lame jokes with us...

sleeping wasnt a problem caus the bunk was very comfortable but a bit creaky when you walk on it...

nv slept the whole night until this morning 6+ den sleep...playing the whole night lorh first water fight,den some of us play captain's ball until 3+, bathe den play other indoor games...

lucky yee chuan's friendly match cancelled today or he will not have enough strength to play basketball...

2006-12-08T11:00:00.000-08:00

2nd dec 06 morning (4a.m.), my paternal grandparents n my family together fly to chiang mai for a holiday...but unexpected things happened...that night at around 9 plus singapore time,my paternal grandmother passed away...when i received the news i was too shock[sleeping away at the cultural show cus very tired],while rachel changed from laughging away[at the cultural show which was funny to her] and started to cry...my youngest sis unlike both of us kept asking my mother questions...

back at the hotel my mother wanted to leave me n my sis in the hotel room while the go to a 24-hr internet cafe to search for the earliest flight back to singapore...i started crying cuz i was afraid to be alone so all three of us[my sis n me]went to our maternal grandparents' room...

when we touch down in singapore,we went home to bathe n change before going to the funeral...when i finally saw my maternal grandmother lying in the coffin i then faced the truth that she really had passed away...i started crying...

dun wished to mention the rest of the funeral until the cremation

at the mandai cremation hall 4, we had a service before pushing her into the fire...at the viewing hall where we saw her the last time before going into the fire i was crying so loudly...that it upset my paternal grandfather...sorry for that ye ye

yesterday we took a boat to the sea n throw her ashes there...we threw flowers too...

tml i will be writing sth to remember my grandmother for...

2006-11-29T02:52:00.000-08:00

first i want to sae i forget to add sth in my previous post
the person that is in my mind the whole time during the camp n 'motivated' me thru is yun xun...surprising huh???but is true my mind keep telling me that if he can do it so i must lorh...

tody is so damn tiring...morning go meet shu shan n megan to buy resislind's bdae present...den go downtown east...halway drinking my mocha that i shared with shu shan n tiff...amanda call sae muz help charlene take form...we hesitate first...but l8r when resilind ask us go escape...we no moeny so go sch n take the form den go home lorh...

come back do bbq for a while den here i am writing blog...so sianzzzzzz

2006-11-27T19:12:00.000-08:00

hello i am finally back from the sjab 4 day 3 nite camp

so happy to come back...
this is wad happened

1st day put into different section
i am in section 4
NCOs
-corpral[spelling not sure] ho,ong and koh
-other words -joyce
-shi yu
-ze min
other members -sharmaine
-wei kim
-sheryl
-kristin
-guan hui
learned campcraft theory n did practical work like building tents
learned how to read topography map
kena sabo by ze min to do extra difficult cause i keep helping the others but nvm lrh

2nd day went to hike
fun,interesring but oso very tiring
caus of the heavy rain in the afternoon the tents all collapsed
ended up shifting to 2e3 classroom
yeah sze ern's class lol
at night had survivor cooking
after that learn traige[form of transportation of casualty]

3rd day test,helping out,learned MOI and had bbq

today arh onli footdrill and cleaning up

sorri arh lazy to put so much detiails

2006-11-22T16:31:00.000-08:00

first i want to wish moyra happy birhtday

next a flash back of wad happened yesterday

shu shan told me that grace jolyn n her + jing hui having study group n doin their history ask me if i want to come along so i agreed
den i reach there at 11.10 sth like that saw jolyn n walk up to her
the meeting time was 20 mins or so away n i complained hot so we went into the library
at around 11.23 shu shan together with jing hui arrived
while waiting for grace we went to find a table at the children's corner...not long after she came
we discussed for almost an hour before we almost completed the questions

after that we went to tm to eat, shu shan said she needed to use the toilet and pulled me along after jolyn jing hui n shu shan came out n said time to go i said huh?grace leh? they tell me back that u dun even noe arh she nv come in with us...she is waiting out side...

juz as we were walking out of the lobby we saw bryan wong, n kym ng goin to the toilet
starstruck ,i think i was the one who suggested to wait for them to come out...shu shan wanted their autographs...but when bryan wong came out,me n grace went away first the rest also came along den bryan wong sae hello we so scared dunno walked to where...

l8r we finally settle down at mos burger...i didnt eat cos i no money n i eaten a bit at home den after they ate finish, i went breadtalk to get doughnut.

2006-11-21T17:24:00.000-08:00

new blogskin for everyone
today went out to whitesands to do project with letitia everywhere i go see a lot haisian i noe
-cristabel
-affifah(spelling not sure pai seh)
-jie ying
-yun han
-kimberly
-kheng yee
sjab annual training camp comin liao i still havent pack and gosh its this friday but i dunno wad to bring
tml going to tampines library with shu shan grace jolyn n jing hui to do maths hope by den can finnish all maths hw
...and ask shu shan n grace how to pack for sjab camp

2006-11-20T11:03:00.000-08:00

last friday parents took me n my sis to woodlands lighthouse to watch a musical group from australia call rocfish...at first i tot it would be some kiddy stuff but after watching the show i think it was great...it was sth like hi-5 but better cause they performed a show on the prodigal tale...quite interesting...but maybe too childish for some ppl...

saturday nite went to jia hui's church...air con very cold but i like it
next sat going to my mum's fren's sons' church to see see den choose which church to go lorh...but then shit got sjab camp gtg call my mum liao bye

2006-11-17T13:27:00.000-08:00

still not wide awake yet but able to blog
juz now went to shu shan blog to see her tagboard caus few days ago she told me a person mark himself/herself as someone to spam her tagboard...now the condition seem somewhat worsen caus he/she scold vulgarities in her blog n after being told off by hong kai pin yi n choon yip he/she still continue to talk back so i wrote to that person to stop using the tagboard to scold shu shan...

yesterday my parents wedding anniversary so take me n my sis out to vivo city play shop n eat only larh the place soo big sia that cannot walk finnish...try to persuade my parents get me a phone but they wont leh...unfair lorh my sis get good results for her psle will get a phone of her choice,n had contact lens for her ballet while i studied so hard last year to get contacts lorhx...aiyah since cannot then forget it lorh muz ren for dunno 1 more year or so to get new phone but muz have good results

2006-11-15T16:56:00.000-08:00

wishing my ex-classmate,zhen qun happy birthday
time flies really fast...i have complete learning sec1 work...miss my friends...stay at home all day long...
have to choing in my holiday homework liao byebye

2006-11-12T18:59:00.000-08:00

today was rather sian at cheng yu's class caus wei kai is the only guy that came lorh the rest i suppose they are so scared of yue feng that they nv come...lame reason...
my mother told me that i have to continue dr. james lesson until nxt year much n see my progress...if i show improvement i have to continue...hopefully promote to A3 where the timing is juz nice after church...den i dunnid go other church for services le...if no improvements den change ba...see the situation first lorh...

2006-11-10T14:07:00.000-08:00

on wed my parents took me n my sis+cousins out to watch a movie as a post exam treat...we watch the movie flushed away...wad i can simply say is that the movie was hilarious...really funny...everybody was laughing away...esp. when the slugs sang some of the songs which match the scenes... after the show went to plaza singapura to shop for a while n have dinner...after dinner when walking back to church where my father parked his car...i dunno why but i felt so sad n started asking my father y i muz go for a tuition that crash with my church service...i cant bear to leave Church of Christ of Malaya...the place i go to every sunday since i was a baby...where most childhood memories were fond of...now i have to go find another one juz because of a stupid tuition...

thx, shu shan for buying for me the uno cards will pay u on tues

finally back

2006-11-07T05:39:00.000-08:00

after being taken away the freedom of using the computer...i am finally back YAY!!
updAting events that happened---31/10 class bbq fun larh,play water bomb and stuff lorh but i decided already...next year only sjab ppl n some exceptions...
next...last sunday n future sundays i will not be able to attend church service because of my lousy english that landed me into a tution timing that completely crash with anshao...hope that there will be changes n i can go back for anshao on sunday...
my goal for next year is to get eng,chi,sci n maths all A's so that can change hp...my present hp is going sort already...my fault actually...drop it like a hundred times loh

2006-10-25T18:51:00.000-07:00

lost a bro-in-law few days ago but have one new bro-in-law liao
selene jiie sorry horh hit u today
but muz jiia you with ur stead ok...jia you...jia you...jia you

congrats to the following ppl whom i noe
---wei cong
---yun xun
rise to LC liao
muz jiia you to go coporal

2006-10-25T16:10:00.000-07:00

today have to dunno do wad the tree of peace a lot nv help but we manage to finnish lorh

den the shirt i ask hui qing borrow for me i lost it caus left it in class the auntie tot i dun want throw dunno where liao so have to get one shirt to replace it

next results haiz...so lan lorh

ENG--------63(B4)

CHI--------60(B4)

MATHS------81(A1)

SCI--------73(A2)

GEOG-------53(C6)

HIST-------52(C6)

LIT--------64(B4)

DNT--------79(A1)

HOME EC.---60(B4)

ART--------76(A1)

CME--------A

MUSIC------A

then today see sj 4 times after sch

i noe the mysterious girlish name thingy on gay boy bag liao---sabrina
sze ern u noe wad it means???

hari raya

2006-10-24T18:22:00.000-07:00

first wishing all selamat hari raya

today was some what quite fun larh
church gathering mahx so all church frenz all come lorhx
all of us like ba the soccer table for almost the whole afternoon
l8r saw sihan ask him to play den from 1-vs-1 become 3-vs-3
before that was 4-vs-4...joseph n jun yan brought their guitar to practice
quite fun larh playing together bond more...
juz hope more ppl will noe about christ soon...

byebye...want to watch tv le lol

haze haze haze

2006-10-22T04:37:00.000-07:00

haizz i will miss my gate man...tml cannot go sch caus mii class goin to bukit timah nature reserve...the haze has caus me almost to have a relapse of asthma today...so cannot go sch tml...should u ask who i miss most or what i miss most

my ans would be my ah ma,jiies,good friends of 1e2,prefects but most of all is my gate n morning duty*sobs*

hope tml n hari raya faster pass by den can go back to sch..............

IPW

2006-10-19T15:55:00.000-07:00

sianzz all we do is sianzz
but good larh agree on a topic
with joanne help to write[secretary's job]lol
but trainer a bit fussy so we change topic

after IPW, me, ah mah jia hui, sylvia, crystal, jie ying n letitia go playground play catching...stop for a while den i playing with my empty bottle that time crystal hit my head say she catch me liao...we play until sian liao den go home...den 12 come first but i sae wait with sylvia for 21 or nobody can accompany her home...see i so guai juz jk...before 21 come got 2 ang moh come up to ask how to go mrt n how long will it take to walk there i nv ans the 2nd one larh but tell them how to so at least got help them

2006-10-18T13:07:00.000-07:00

dunno wad to say but juz going to put my tots of wad happened today

ok first the tour was sian cause wadeva the tour guide say was boring n i simply cannot understand most of wad she's saying

next the best part is that i have taken lots of photos of jia hui jie ying sylvia n jasmine some letitia's
poor me cant take wing sum n crystal
after teacher release us in school me jas jia hui sylvia jie ying crystal wing sum n letitia went to downtown to eat kfc all of us eat a meal n change the mash potato to cheese fries
jie ying n crystal didnt finnish their cheese fries the rest mian qiang de finnish most of us were quite full maybe due to the crackers we ate on the bus
so the boring part is the tour but after that is the fun part
maybe now i m facing the boring part of my life i juz hope i will have fun soon

sj maybe is not that bad after all

sianzzz

2006-10-17T16:32:00.000-07:00

wa lao today is so damn sian lorh almost the whole day in the hall

sec 2s got 2-day-1-nite camp so we sec 1 take over their duty

m.a.d ic----yu cheng[not sure if correct spelling]
pc ic-------wei xiang-------shu shan not really happy about it
classcom ic-yun han
training ic-kenneth
campaign n bbc ic----jing ting, sabo by me n jasmine chung hehe

me leh nth larh but help sze ern keep her new offence list lorh

during recess 2nd shift for staircase b no one there so i go help do with carin the rest dunno go where
wadeva it is i am very unhappy because a lot of sec 1s showed defiance n sec 1 prefects not doing their proper duty

tml cannot go prefect meeting cause going to museum...
cannot voice out my views

2006-10-12T03:26:00.000-07:00

results

wah today get back quite a lot of results
maths
chinese
history
english paper 1 and 2 only

i want to die leh my history fail by one mark 34/70 so angry lorh
den chinese as usual 60+
english same thing 60+ my language all 60+ cause i nv study
the only thing i happy about is my maths lorh paper 2 42marks(lose to li si by 0.5 marks)and paper 1 46.5 marks overall i top for maths in my class xD

afterschool
me jing ting and jasmine dun want to go home n want go prefects room
but prefects room not open until 3pm
when prefect's room is open because papaya is inside jing ting change her mind n we go play swing play play play until the meeting over

sha dada come out we play uno jing ting won while we playing dunno where desmond pop up from n dunno for what reason seetoh they all chase him
me n jing ting n sha dada keep asking seetoh they all to take off his shoes so we could throw it inside the pond why?
because two weeks ago on a friday he took sha dada paper den she seek revenge me n jing ting + sze ern help sha dada sze ern took off one side n sha dada took the other... at first we left it at the foyer den when we want leave he ask us to take the shoe but obviously he nv give back the paper so in the end sha dada took his shoes and hold it above the pond he ran over to her but with no shoes to cover his socks, his feet became wet after stepping on the stone haha wad a fun time we having when he scream OMG because his feet is wet

back to present now i juz hope geog would not fail or else i die le...

2006-10-11T17:23:00.000-07:00

play soccer until...

today last second period before going home 1e5 go break their own classroom window cause they play soccer in class break their own window almost all the boys taken to mr. ting haiz

my class leh

on the other hand my class went crazy as there were nth to do sylvia lost in many games n out of those she got sprayed[form of punishment]so hard by jia hui she 'showered' three times lol

me jas wing sum jia hui crystal jie ying and of course slyvia played chop chilli chop and got mixed up verry quickly lousy memory haha

play n play is all we noe...

exams over liao

2006-10-10T18:45:00.000-07:00

finally exams over!!!
the worst thing is the gastric flu going around in singapore's schools and

doing morning duty is sth i will dread for my life...
why because i have to say 'read the signboard, yes or no dunno how many times and return to the parade square juz before bell ring so qi ren lorh esp. past few days is exams lesser time to revise if i fail any sub. i will blame on the gastric flu

school is boring

2006-09-25T04:00:00.000-07:00

hello today is wei xiang bdae so muz wish him

happy birthday wei xiang

today was juz an average day with more test n one less teacher

mr seah nv come n the relief teacher who came introduce herself as ms ng she is like ms ng in personality but looks is more different

'new' ms ng has bigger eyes
is younger

other den that height and size almost the same...

DNT was difficult caus i nv learn
1e2 have to go e1 there to take test...when i look around after finishing the test joel was sleeping on the table zzz

after that have chinese oral the teacher ask me to stop halfway through the reading and go into conversation...

i dun want come for piano lesson so i go prefects room there slack first...at first me n jing ting dun even there to go in cause we scared the seniors holding meeting but when shun xiong come out we ask den he sae onli shayeida inside we faster go in n enjoy the air con

school celebrate lantern festivals

2006-09-23T14:23:00.000-07:00

yesterday was like so sian larh but i go there to support shu shan[emcee job], jolyn[presenter],grace and crystal[poetry recitation group division],desmond[poetry recitation individual division], den the games of peeling pamelo li si and clewyn, lantern riddles our class damn lan nobody answer except for cheng yong...oh ya one more thing my class no team spirit when shu shan came to ask us cheer for li si and clewyn the spirit was not there i think she quite dissapionted

wadeva it is thats all

sorry for causing you to get angry yesterday ok realli am sorry shu shan

happy birthday esther

2006-09-22T23:31:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to esther
happy birthday to you!!!!

MY STATEMENTS

2006-09-20T21:02:00.000-07:00

1. SZE ERN IS MY IDOL

2. SORRY but it istrue CAMPAIGN is more fun to me when u r not around

3. the gate is my support, the pen is essential and my file and wallet is my LIFE

4. REMEMBER THIS IT IS VERY IMPORTANT: SJ IS REUBEN AND HE SUX!!!

thx shu shan aka ms hyperactive

2006-09-20T19:07:00.000-07:00

this blog is made by shu shan for me
muz thank her caus she understand me so much